dang its been a while since i have written in this thing. im lazy. anyway, can't wait til school is out, only a couple more weeks. prom was last weekend. mine was friday and i went to valley view's sat. they were both really fun. kinda glad its all over tho, it was extremely tiring. im very excited about summer. i hope i dont have to work a lot tho. hmm. i want to be able to enjoy it and i hope it doesnt go by too fast. i have a research paper due friday, and i havent even picked a topic yet..yuck.  well this was pretty boring but i need to do stuff. ill write again someday. haha bye!

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good day, frustrating night. wish i could make everything all better, why is this so hard? i dont understand..well i guess i do..satan is smart and knows what weaknesses certain people have and knows how to defeat them. he isnt gonna win this battle though. i hope not. well im not going to let him discourage me. anyways...my parents and i are leaving tomorrow for florida to see my sister and brother in law. im excited to see them, havent seen them in a couple months..tomorrow is her 21st birthday. we will be going to the beach too...hopefully i'll be coming home a little darker. wish i had more of an opportunity to spend time with friends on spring break. i wanted to at least have the weekend but i won't be back until late sunday night. oh well my sister is more important. well its late and i still have to finish packing and get some sleep... goodnight

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about these such things.                      

                                                         Philippians 4:4-8

today was a good day...we did nothing at school today beacause all the clubs and sports teams had to take pictures today so it was pretty cool. i cant wait til spring break, school is getting old. i need a break. just one more day. after school, had fun with a friend, it was good. tomorrow is the first girls devotional thing at school...im excited, a little nervous though but not too much. i really feel like God is going to work through this a lot. the school needs some major change...man there have been so many changes in my life over the past couple of months...hmm, i never would have guess certain things would be like they are, but they are and its all good